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♥ Wednesday, April 20, 2005 `things that stabb my heart!!* why ?!! i hate the word TruSt... todayx.. i over slept sehx. so not meeting xiu lers.. thengo to skool wif jieying lors.. she everytime late late go skool de mar.. then the lrt spoil sehx.. luckily we manage to reach in time nors.. then lesson is so boring norx.. thenx.. at 1st i mus say sry to xiuhui.. sry for not trusting eu.. n thought thatx.... then after sko0l.. went to plaza to xiuhui go buyyy sweettok nors.. then i cannot stand lers lor.. then i ask her abt de plan de thingyx..she tell mi nors.. is like i dunno whether i shld ask herr a not dex.. butt i cannot stand lers.. then i noe de truth lers lor.. its alweas hurtt to noe the truth de lor.. then xiuhui ask liping to clarify nor.x.. [haiz.. ] she look so sad lorx. n ehem.. then one thingy happens lors.. that make me felt so scaryy.. haiz..but i not perposely ders.. then we go ask jieying abt wad had happen nors.. is like very hurting to mie lors.. is like i totally hatee de word TrUsT ... then very sad lors.. i almost cried out... is like{using tissue now}.. i totally trust a person nors.. i m being stabb!!!! i hate that feeling lers... i hate myself to be so innocent.. n thought everybody will keep their promise.. i hate myself to blame sum1 when i nv noe the thruthx.. i hate myself to core!!!! i hate to trust ppl!!!! n being stabbb!!! how i wishh i m still the innocent miii.. that i dunno .. the hurt!!! hope that u all dun hatee miee!!!! is all misundersatnding de nors!!! let it past!!!! """ i m being hurt!!!!!! |
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