Take me with you ,

-useless mi-
-saded upp!!!!-

haiiz. today ben laii got mood dex.. as i pass my english paper 2.. phewx... but jus after the match after nanyang .. i totally no mood lex..i feel thatx i m so useless men!! i feel like giving up n quitting sincex last yr.. i try so hard to overcome men.. but i dunno y cannot lehx.. maybe is fatee.. do i regrett trying out smth new.. that i so weak at it.. shld i choose back performing arts like pri sko0l/ haiix.. todayx after match we go change to pe shorts.. mi n zhining totally no mood sehx. cause abt batting lors.. haizz even ... zhining getting better le mahx... jiayou horx.. is like i m trying to tell my self to hit n aim the ball. but i cannot overcoem the nervousness n pressure lors.. dunno whyy nia.. jus cannot,.. zhining is opposite she not scare but cannot contact wif the ball.. i more cham niax.. haiizzz... no mood !!! btw we lost to nanyang lors...obviously lar. or not whyy we no moodx..='(

today try out second base.. stress nia. scare tis n tat but not as scare as batting lars. i hate batting dex.. shld i giv up// rather then haii my teamates lorx.. i m trying to let it past nors.. hack liaox.past is pastt/.. tuesday got game AeS lor.. playing there to0x..

todayx morning meet jayne.. then meet xiuhui.. walk to skool. today npcc dea mahx. then liping involve oso.. hahax.laughing at herx.. but 0nli playing wif her onli lah.x.. hehex.. ermx..todayx is getting results dea nors.. phew. manage to clear all/[ pass all ] .. phew. but haven finallise lors. phewx. i pass english paper 2.. but jus pass oso niax.. h0pe oso pass paper 1 bax.. ok lahx. my results average lors.. but i dun feel happy at all nors. dunno whyy lors..my results :

*englishx-- 32/60
*chinese--87/110
*math--67/100
*sci--67/100
*lit --42/60
*hist--58/100
*dnt--81/100
[ surprising nia.. i dun like dn t dex. hate it]
* art--77/100
*cme 72/100

did i lack out any sub/? nv bax..?! badly done of some subjects lor..hope to improve on itx... ok lar.no mood to write lex.. stop herex.. =(

sadded up__
__whyy can't i?__
give upp?

maybe i shldn't try out smth new bax!!!

jus cannot overcome!!!!!haizz